i want this too.

"Two years ago, I was afraid of wanting anything. I figured wanting would lead to trying and trying would lead to failure. But now I find I can't stop wanting. I want to fly somewhere on first class. I want to travel to Europe on a business trip. I want to get invited to the White House. I want to learn about the world. I want to surprise myself. I want to be important. I want to be the best person I can be. I want to define myself instead of having others define me. I want to win and have people be happy for me. I want to lose and get over it. I want to not be afraid of the unknown. I want to grow up and be generous and big hearted, the way people have been with me. I want an interesting and surprising life. It's not that I think I'm going to get all these things, I just want the possibility of getting them. College represents possibility. The possibility that things are going to change. I can't wait."

-Tyra from Friday Night Lights


omg the writers on this show are so. freaking. good.

long overdue, my twenty-fifth.

you can have whatever you liiiike.

yeah, how about i want 2 hours of my life back T.I. UGH!!!

we went to his farewell concert on st. patty's day courtesy of mr. george cunanan. we were pretty excited. pre-party at callahans. ended up staying way longer but managed to make it just in time for T.I.'s performance.

or so we thought.

this motherfucker made us wait for 20 minutes and listen to lame ass rap bullshit. and we were late! i felt bad for everyone else who've been there since 7pm. it took so long the crowd started to boo. and i was right there with them. geezus.

then when he finally came out he brought out his 100+ entourage onto the stage. ridiculous. and every song he did was cut off halfway through. the worst part? T.I. TALKING FOR 5 MINUTES IN BETWEEN EACH SONG. oh my goodness. talkin shit about his haters and all this nonsense about going to jail blah-blah-blah. started pointing out to the crowd saying we were haters. oh i'm sorry T.I. i coulda sworn i spent $60 on a ticket to see your freaking lame ass.

the boringest, lamest, stupidest concert ever. so totally not worth the price. luckily i didn't pay, but if i had i would be even more outraged. worst ever. two thumbs waaaaay down T.I.




but you're still fine.

late nights.

so it was conan's last week and i happened to miss all the episodes because i can't ever manage to stay up past eleven. thanks to hulu.com i can watch all the shows plus old clips. triumph the insult comic dog is my ultimate favorite. just watch it.

yes >> 02.14

today felt like monday.

but really it's tuesday! how awesome is that. just fast forward to friday and i'll be even happier. hmmmmm crepes..with bananas..and strawberries! omg, drool.

i love weekend activities and this past weekend was nothing short of awesome!

saturday>>
valentine's dinner at parallel 33. interesting concept, so-so on food. small portions. they weren't even serving their lamb dish, what they're really known for.

ice skating at utc for thirty minutes with the homies. if it had been more, i would've been way tired! thirty minutes is just fine. brainstorming led us to min sok chon after. soju + karaoke = the best combo.

since i was "out of town this weekend," i got to stay out late and we went to denny's and ate till 4am. um, this cheer pretty much sums it up: "T.O.M.LLLLL, toml..toml..toml!" hahaha cheers jos.

sunday>>
woke up super tired. had to run many many errands in preparation for jr's fob party. costco, vons, rite aid, super buffet. the last errand left a soggy mess in my car. ugh! flip cup + beer pong + jack = NAPTIME, well for me at least! haha, don't hate me.


i always feel like i should end a blog with some sort of farewell, but i'm gonna do it like i do on ichat and that's just sign off without saying bye! muahahaha.


...but i guess that could've been a farewell, great.

early bird.

i feel that when i wake up early this equates to a full productive day. lots of things to take care of today for tomorrow. anyway, happy valentine's day.


i'm always on the look out for new blogs to add to my google reader. this is my form of "reading." i've added a few as of late, but my favorite ones are...

the arab parrot. this guy lives in LA or somewhere. parties all the time and takes the funniest pictures of the strangest people. he's like tk, but arab...and funnier. haha.

chic intuition. updates on good deals, what fashionistas are wearing, and cool celebrities. one of my favorites because they update often.



seems like i should add more but i can't reveal all my secrets. anyway, see you this weekend. let's get fobby!





happy birthday misters!!

rain or shine!

dedicating this weekend to swap meets.

saturday: kobey-beefs
sunday: rose bowl

i'm working today until 5pm. ok bye.

day 3, miserable. haha.

weight: -2 lbs.
status: tired, hungry...
cost: $22 + 13 = had to buy another bottle of syrup and more lemons.

daytime is cake. i have things to do so that keeps my mind occupied.

nighttime is another story. it's probably when i'm most vulnerable and easiest to cave in. last night jr's mom cooked steak wrapped in bacon, cesar salad, and tons-of-buttered corn. i swear i almost ate. ALMOST FOLKS. it wasn't easy with jr taunting me and auntie saying "just eat the salad!" if it weren't for being on hold with at&t u-verse, i probably wouldn't have survived. (wtf at&t!?! you are the worst ever!!)

when i'm done with this cleanse bullshit, i'm going here: http://www.holimoliravioli.com/

i want to be on family feud.

status: super freaking starving.
attitude: impatient

hangin with jr's mom while waiting for at&t to install u-verse. they are the worst! they put me on hold for over an hour and they're 5 minutes away from being late for the appt. what the eff man. probably just irritated because my stomach is empty. haha.

2nd day and doin okay!

ok so yesterday was hard because i stayed home all day and thought about food! but today should be better because i've got shit to do. so it's not too bad.

weight: minus 0.4 haha
attitude: fine & dandy!!
cost: $20 + 2 = i forgot to buy laxative tea so i did that last night.



ew you went out all weekend, haha.

"if it were an ipod, it'd be a shuffle."

servings: 6
feeling: hungry, but okay.

stayed in my room all day isolating myself from food. too bad tv does this funny thing where it shows 3 minute commercials advertising the most delicious food i've ever seen. when i'm done with this cleanse nonsense, i'm going to order lasagna from pizza hut because omg it looked so great.

one hour episode of the office = brainfood.





gone all day!

master of the universe (cleanse) day 1.

today i started the master cleanse aka lemonade diet aka you're freaking crazy.

consists of drinking 6-12 glasses of lemon juice, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper. i made 2 glasses this morning. who knew squeezing lemons could hurt my itty bitty hands so bad!? i also put too much pepper so it was freaking spicy in my mouth. i'm almost done with my second serving and so far, i feel full.

weight: normal
total cost: roughly $20. this includes my to-go cup which holds exactly 2 servings of lemonade.
attitude: i feel fine so far.

wish me luck.




hope this doesn't make me extra grumpy!

driveway pimpin.

boy, has it been a long time. out of pure boredom and severe impatience, i've resorted to this old friend of mine. i sit here, in my car, de la soul playing in the background, on the driveway of the third house of pochacco court. reaping the benefits of free internet is how i'm surviving.

life has been great. surround yourself with fun/funny people and you'll get around.





hello again.